On Blogging

I wishing I knew why blogging has been too thence hard for me lately.

Today is solar daytime #245 of 2014.  This marks weblog postal service #182 of the year.  182 weblog posts inward 245 days.  What this agency is that I've written a novel weblog postal service to a greater extent than or less 75% of the days of this year.  (This isn't solely true.  I tend to weblog inward spurts.  I volition sometimes withdraw keep a few hours to sit down too correct out four or v weblog posts at once.  Then, I schedule them to last posted on assort days.  Life gets inward the way, too thence I weblog when I withdraw keep fourth dimension to create so.)  However, I've written sporadically lately.  It's non that I don't withdraw keep something to say.  Anybody who knows me knows that I withdraw keep a TON to say.  When I acquire to writing, I withdraw keep a style to over share.

I think Twitter Math Camp was a wake-up telephone phone to me.  Before TMC, I knew that a lot of people read my blog.  After all, I scout my page views too referral links religiously.  What I didn't genuinely know was that a lot of math instructor bloggers who I facial expression upward to too highly honor every bit good read my blog.  These are the people whose blogs I started reading when I was inward high schoolhouse too college.  Everything I know virtually didactics math was learned from these people.  When they came upward too introduced themselves to me at TMC, I was floored.  You know who I am?  You've read my blog?  I should last gushing to y'all virtually how I beloved your weblog too how it has changed my life.  

Lesson learned.  Just because somebody has never left a comment on your weblog or sent y'all a tweet, it doesn't hateful that they aren't reading your blog.  I justice realizing only who is reading my weblog has made me to a greater extent than hesitant to post.  It genuinely shouldn't matter.  These people read my weblog earlier I knew they were reading it.  I don't think I'm going to run them off amongst my honesty.          

I every bit good lately made the determination to last to a greater extent than opened upward amongst people I know inward existent life virtually my blogging.  This has meant telling my students that I write a blog.  Now, whenever I withdraw keep a pic or write downward something somebody says, they ask, "Am I going to last on your blog?"  One course of report wanted to know just what my weblog was called.  There was laughter too groans when I revealed the name.  This has every bit good meant telling coworkers virtually my blog.  I don't know if whatever of them withdraw keep genuinely done a search to detect it, though.  I've told parents of students virtually my blog.  That may last the scariest i of all!  Then, I've faced the dilemma of whether I should scream the fact that I write a weblog virtually didactics math to somebody I've been laid on a blind engagement with.  I've come upward to the conclusion that if a guy things I'm crazy for blogging virtually didactics math, he's in all likelihood NOT the type of guy I want to marry.  Though, if a guy did laid downward too read all of the 394 weblog posts I've written, I mightiness enquiry his sanity.  :)

I wonder sometimes what impression people withdraw keep of me based on my petty corner of the web.  This weblog has became something I never expected it to become.  I withdraw keep became a instructor I never expected to become.  I withdraw keep risks.  I brand mistakes.  I beloved my kids similar crazy.  I instruct them to a greater extent than math than they always though possible.  I brand math fun.  I withdraw keep the run a hazard to boot the bucket non only a instructor but a instructor leader.  This weblog is i of my steps toward that goal.

I demand to boot the bucket dorsum too scream upward why I blog, though.  I weblog for me.  I weblog because I procedure best through written reflection.  I weblog because I withdraw keep a terrible memory.  How did I instruct this topic concluding year?  Let's boot the bucket dorsum too read the weblog postal service virtually it.  I weblog because I want community.  My weblog made me a purpose of the MTBoS.  I weblog because I withdraw keep a want to share.  I weblog because I believe that my sharing volition Pb others to share.  I weblog because I want my deportment on to expand beyond the metropolis limits of Drumright, Oklahoma.  I weblog to connect.

From hither on out, I volition halt apologizing virtually what I weblog about.  I weblog for me, non you.  I volition non experience guilty when I create non blog.  My blogging volition hand off based on what I need.  Dan Meyer told us to last selfish.  I'm taking his advice.

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